Wednesday, January 18, 2012

#4.I Can Change Anything



Lift your head up high. See the sky and say "I CAN CHANGE ANYTHING". Say it proud. Say it loud. Tell the world how you feel. Scream if you want to as long as you feel better. 

Yes. You can definitely do it. I can definitely do it. Both of us can definitely do it. All of us can absolutely do it. Try your hard to change the sentence "YOU CAN'T CHANGE ANYTHING" to "YOU CAN CHANGE ANYTHING".

I'm trying my hard to change it right now. I'm trying to change myself. From a normal girl who has a normal life with a lot of shyness in me into a normal girl who has an extra ordinary life with less shyness.  As I keep growing up right now, I look behind and regret my past life.I mean, I'm such a coy girl. Girl that has a lot of shyness in me. And that shyness always make me lose opportunities that I have in my life.

People say that we must always look at the future and don't ever turn back to your past. But to me, we still need to thin of our past. So that we can think what mistakes we have done and what good memories we have made. By doing this, we can learn our lesson and have something good or lesson-able to tell to our children someday.

I'm shy at almost all the time. And that what makes me to lose some opportunities and chances. Chances to shine more than everyone and opportunities to make people love me thus care for me a lot.

When I think about it deeply, shyness has its own advantages too. But being shy at almost every time is not good as well. Shyness should be use at the right time and at the right moment. I need to think wiser. I need to act more clever.

You can do it ATHIRAH. Change yourself to be a more wiser and clever girl. Push away all the stupidity and move on.

I need to change this first. I can do it. I should make my self-esteem high and never look down to myself again. Please help me as well. Thank you.