Saturday, March 10, 2012

#13. Help Me, Answer Me, Guide Me, Lead Me


HELP ME,
I would like to cope with the problems I have.

ANSWER ME,
I would like to know a lot of things.

GUIDE ME,
I would like to hear some opinions.

LEAD ME,
I would like to go to one place. 


HELP ME...what should I do?
...When I have a crush on someone, but have zero confidence to approach him?
...When I feel really lonely and tired but have no one to rely on?
...When I get scared and anxious but can't escape from that feeling?
...When someone I love walk away from me without saying goodbye?
...When I want something so badly but I can't afford that thing?
...When people keep being mean and blame me for their own sakes?

ANSWER ME...tell me the truth
...What is your first impression of me?
...Have you ever thinking of bringing me down?
...Do you like me the way I am?
...Do you see me as your enemy, friend, good friend, or best friend?
...If I cry, would you stand by my side and comfort me?
...Would you leave me or help me when I'm broken?

GUIDE ME...what's your secret?
...How do you survive in this world without being blamed on?
...How can you still be the way you are when you should be pretending?
...How can I cope with my problems successfully?
...How to know that the life I'm living now really suits me?
...How can you say 'Everything is alright' easily when they aren't?
...How much longer should I wait until my own happiness shows up?

LEAD ME...to that place
...A place where I can find my own happiness
...A place where I can have some peace
...A place where I can be myself without pretending
...A place that can comfort me when I'm lonely
...A place that feels like paradise
...A place that really suits me

Please, show me the way. Help me. 
Let me live, let me breathe.
Even though things are getting rough and tough , I really want to deal with them. With your help.
Please.

But someday, somehow...I know. My day will come.
I just need to plan everything and start to make some moves now.
I'll work very hard. Until that day comes.
My heart is beating.

Pray for me. I'll do the same for you.